廉价恋爱

Love cannot be measured in monetary terms

It can be expensive, taxing on the wallet, yet priceless to attain

And most of the time, in fact, is very affordable

When you lose some, you will gain some

Back to camp after a week of Chinese New Year break

As of expectation, the Dispensary is back to square one

The results of serious Spring cleaning two weeks ago have long given way to dust, stains and more dust and more stains

Having been a generally kind and positively-initiated person who seek no returns for completing all the necessary cleaning and upkeeping of my workspace everytime

I feel that never once was I fully appreciated for my deeds

It's okay, I told myself

But then again, if no one appreciates, at least they should not take it for granted

Me too, has been very disappointed with the workers in the Medical centre

Is it that we lack a competent leader, or that the rest have no qualms on not doing what is as required of them

Talk about cleanliness is not part of duty, fine with that, alright

How about duty-related issues then

Or even simple soldiering ethics and grooming some of them are having difficulty maintaining

Yet, it all boils down to each and everyone's personality

Whether they can adapt to changes and do they learn and improve from their mistakes

Ironically, it could be part of my personality, too - to forge an untold expectation on the people around me

When these individuals failed to establish that so-called expectations I have for them

I simply will give them up, take up the role of the reserve, and with my best fill up whatever loopholes they have left behind

Naipat told me I am not going to get promoted today

Not because I have been doing a lousy job, but simply because there was not enough slots

This time round, not only 'appreciation' has failed me, 'recognition' too, had me fazed

If there is a limit for how much I will or have given in for this bunch of people in the Medical centre

It ought to have reached, or soon to be

Very soon